As title suggests, I had recently been watching videos regarding TRP and female nature. I probably could not have picked a worse time to do this as my mind is still currently healing from my porn addiction and one of the things I was looking forward to after escaping it was getting into the dating world and meeting a nice woman. Now I can hardly perceive this as possible. I wouldn't go as far as to say it has made me hate women but it has given me a lot of anger and I don't even want to believe that this is how women truly are / act. If anyone else has had similar issues, what should I do? Bringing these ideas into a relationship is just unhealthy and it will just make me view any sort of partner as disloyal and untrustworthy by default.