See my previous posts, in particular yesterdays 'Main Event Cont....' where I was seeking some advice at a time when I was almost punch drunk from a week of shit. The advice you guys provided helped me to pull my shit together and I headed home from work ready for her.
When I got home, again the kids were in bed like the previous night but something had changed. I could see it in her eyes, the expression on her face, her body language. I walked up and grabbed a hold of her, pulling her in to my new, hard earned physique. Previous attempts to do such a thing would have been met with contempt. However this time she fully embraced it. This loving hug lasted for about a minute as I gave her a kiss on the forehead and held her close. She then began to run her hands all over my body - she started escalating. It has been many, many years since she has done this. In fact, its been so long I can't even remember her ever doing it so it felt alien to me. What followed was some incredible sex, where she seemed to turn into a fucking beast. Seriously, she was fucking like her life depended on it and was clearly loving every minute of it.
I haven't been here for long. I feel like this is just the beginning. I have a bachelors degree but studying for that was easy compared to the MRP course I now find myself on. I will continue to read the material, own my shit, become a better captain and of course, fucking LIFT.