I haven't read back far enough to see if there were other posts like this, so I'll try not to ramble in case its disallowed...
I stumbled across MRP when trying to figure out a petty argument with my wife late last week. A weekend of sidebar and post reading and WOW. So much of this stuff just makes total sense. In hindsight my wife laps up alpha behaviours from me and I vaguely recall at some point she even overtly asked me to be more dominant (generally, not specifically bedroom).
What prompted me to post is that stumbling here all petulent and 'butthurt' after that stupid argument has lead to the realisation that I have been somewhere between drunk captain and rolling on the floor in his own puke, pissing his pants, shitfaced captain.
Thats not literal by the way, I'm just a lazy fat fuck with a shit job. I've been exceptionally lucky to bag a fucking amazing first mate (first loves, reconnected while still in teens and been together 17 years since) so I'm at the start of a long road to get my shit together, but feel I caught myself in time to avoid the turn into shit creek.
Whether I stick and go the whole way with redpill or not, these few days of reading and reflection have been enough to switch my mindset so I'm shifting from idling along toward death to grabbing life by her ponytail and fucking the shit out of her.
My heartfelt thanks to all who created and contribute to this sub. Thats all from me for now, I'm off to dust off those barbells after 15 years and work on shifting my bingo wings!