Yesterday I noticed the serum I used when I met E on sale (the serum). They had a tester and I put it on. The scent put so many memories and emotions in me then, and now I'm listening to some songs from earlier this year. I'm feeling a mix of longing, sadness, lightness, intensity, love.

I'm listening to the song I had on my phone walking down the street when I thought with disbelief how happy it was possible to be after having him in my life. The one he put on when he took my hand and started dancing with me while I was still crying after a fight. One song I had on repeat while he was sleeping having to go to work at 4 am, and me in the next room writing him a dirty story :p

It reminds me to keep using sensory pins to attach the memories we're making today to something I can revisit. I've been neglecting music lately and so has he, but I'll do something about that as I definitely want to connect these beautiful, crazy days to auditory pins I can revisit later.