From what I’ve observed, it almost appears that powerlifters, who train for strength, not size, inadvertently end up with more mass than your typical bodybuilder.

I’m still trying to gain size. I don’t care about being lean. I’ve been lean my whole life. It’s boring. I need THICKNESS. I want WEIGHT. I’m sick of being small. Even though my fat free mass index is well above average, it’s only due to how lean I am, which gives the illusion of size. At this point I’d honestly prefer being fat over what I am now. I’m disgusted with myself. I’m sick of feeling small. I hate it.

Don’t tell me to eat more. You’d probably throw up if you merely saw the amount of food I shovel down my throat daily.

Working out like a bodybuilder is not working. And while I’ve seen plenty of wannabe bodybuilders lacking in the size department, I’ve yet to see a small powerlifter.