I'm an engineering student but I'm 28 now will be graduating at 30. The girls around me are also engineering students, they are really clever and will probably graduate soon and earn more than me ( even the slutty ones are really career oriented, is this a thing recently, there are two girls with tattoes, wearing shortest skirts but they are trying to get the best scores and graduate early, weird? ) or there are girls who are earning more than me already.

About the competition between me and other guys around them, they are young, mostly good looking and a better career and salary is waiting for them. How can I keep my frame I feel insecure inside even if I don't show it. I am 28 but have no salary, don't day work because this is impossible for me to work and study at the same time ( also I would have no time for girls and socializing then ).