Hey,

I’ve been trying to embark on the journey of improving my game, and I came up with the plan of achieving small goals everyday.

For example to make myself more comfortable with talking to hot girls, I made a plan to talk to approach hot girls on the beach and ask for photos with them(just for fun).

Even something so simple is so hard for me to do - I get that I have to fail to improve first, but it’s the fear of the unknown that gets me.... I’ve put this simple task off for FUCKING WEEKS and I get that I sound like a pussy, but how can I just make myself take the first step if I’m afraid all the time?

Motivational quotes and stories and shit get me hyped up but when I actually walk on the beach and see a group of 10 bikini babes, I just... lose all my drive and become afraid.

I’m starting to develop a black pill mindset and thinking that “fate has cursed me to living a life of weakness”. Sorry if I come off as a massive pussy but I know some of you have been in similar situations... how did you take first step?