Low effort post I'm very tired. Just curious. Thinking stuff, like Active/Nuclear Dread, LMR, Negging, Stonewalling, Gaslighting etc.

I say this because for a long time I was insecure about my ex talking all the time about her cute new guy friend in front of me. I brought it up and she stopped using his nickname but she still wouldn't shut up about him. I took it as a sign that she liked him but she insisted he was "just a friend", the accusations of cheating and generally having one foot out the door destroyed the relationship, although it was always on thin ice for other reasons (e.g. I was actively considering my plan B knowing she was going to drop me eventually, hence spending excessive amounts of time on dating/self-help sites) I now believe it was probably more the other reasons why we split but also that she had a little crush on this guy, but it's a bit late for that.

Basically I thought that she was soft dreading me. She acted oblivious to it though, and might have been (especially if it was just soft dread by virtue of being a girl)

It was actually this post by this guy (Shiggydiggy) which led me to find RP in a very roundabout way, as reaction to this behaviour by my ex. He referred to branch swinging Hypergamy but I wouldn't have terminology for it until it was too late and my ex was gone.

http://www.thestudentroom.co.uk/showthread.php?t=2515153

Ouch. Here is how the future of this relationship will pan out:

She will become more and more distant.

You question her and she says they are 'just friends'.

Eventually she tells you she is 'confused' and will refuse to elaborate.

She becomes even more distant and closed off.

She breaks up with you because she 'needs space'.

Two weeks later she announces she is with her superman.

Enjoy those feels when they come, for they are coming. A monkey never lets go of a branch until it is holding on to another.

Every man has this sixth sense about relationships. If you feel as though something isn't right in your gut, you're probably correct. You can feel her slipping between your fingers.

In reality, what she is doing is actually quite disrespectful towards you. My honest suggestion would be that you chuck her before she inevitably does the above. It will be less painful for you in the future.

This post was the turning point of our relationship. As in everything went downhill from here because I always had in the back of my mind 'if I don't keep in X league, she will dump/cheat' (in other words, Hypergamy)

As you can see from my later threads, coming off meds prematurely was a terrible idea. I proceeded to create a very child-like RP framework I called 'the social hierarchy' which basically involved women cheating on men for doing anything beta like eating a slice of birthday cake (this was one of the shit tests I perceived that I'd fail by eating the cake that my ex got me, so I forgot to cut her a slice and that's something she'd later be really upset about) The main theme of this would always be 'we are animals' 'you cannot escape the war in the modern jungle' and other empty nihilistic platitudes on Social Darwinism. I also have an excessive obsession with cheating, which one can see by browsing the back of my thread history.

I searched for a long time to find redpillers on that site after but they hid themselves well! I was very overt about education into RP on my next acc. Smash Bandicoot, where I acted similarly to GLO basically. The problem was most of my audience were 16-21. The mods eventually banned me because my behaviour and ideology was apparently potentially damaging to these kid's mental health, especially the vulnerable/abuse survivors, and the consistency of which I would obsessively post about them suggested I was a troll (but I wasn't, I was just somewhat hypomanic, testosterone fuelled and angry when writing SB posts and depressed or paranoid for Riku posts.) There is also some 17 year old frat bro called MAINE who tries to convert people but it's clear he's barely read the sub and just thinks the metaphor sounds cool

So anyway thats a bit of a digression; was I dread gamed? Did I lose out to hypergamy? Hmm.

Some other examples not all related to women: Occasionally when we argue my father will stone-wall me to get me to shut up. I've mentioned he can be passive aggressive and get genuinely scary when he's angry. On the whole he's very kind to me and we both love each other though.

If my mom was particularly frustrated with me or I disagreed with her too much she would just leave the house at some point and I'd sometimes wait on the stairs wondering if she'd come back, I don't think I went hungry much but I might have been.

I cannot imagine what it'd be like for a woman to try LMR-ing a man but I imagine it'd suck (for the man).

I hear a lot of BPers actively read TRP and PUA just to laugh and defend themselves from the BS, there's one poster here who says that she enjoys winding people up with the same tactics RP uses to make women insecure?

Anyway just want to hear your stories about fucking with men's heads. I mean, women are supposed to be the ultimate Machiavellians!

Site note: I do know that we were tight 'watch what they do not what they say' and likely will struggle to trust you because of that. Also I totally fail at the 48 Laws, I don't know why keep opening up to strangers like this, may need to set up another alt soon