What's it been like for you?

Normies no need to respond.

I think I'm perfect. I act that way in RL. Nobody would ever know I have problems. I have problems. I save them for my dates! Or maybe for late nights on pol

My life is awesome, I'm always unhappy, everyone thinks I'm happy, my drive for perfection never ends and I hate myself more than I could ever hate anyone else for not giving me the perfection I demand. Not that this will stop me from hating you. And in moments of awareness I'll be the sweetest man, but not for you, and not for me either. But for the girl I can dream of. And I'll imagine that's you.

Compete with my dreams girls.

Why am I unhappy

I can accomplish incredible, I do, my ego is out of control, I, and only show weakness when I think you have no power, hence girls adjust and grow to show me their no power, to see my true self.

Which is nobody.

So say I don't like this and say I don't want this, what do I do?