After much consideration, today I have decided to swallow the red pill. A friend of mine showed me his red pill ways. At first I found it difficult to believe him, that these methods could work... but the way he was able to talk to girls with confidence and not care about what others think of him, made me want to be like him.

I have spent the past few days lurking, reading everything I can on the red pill. I want to improve myself and turn away from my beta ways. Essentially I am a loser. I live at home with my feminazi mother, I'm 28, and I've never been laid. It is hard for me to write this... I just feel like a complete failure. I need to change and take my life into my own hands.

Is there any advice you can offer me as I enter into this journey along side my fellow red pillers? How can a balding, neck beared, 28 year old, scrawny guy like me become an alpha? Please help, I feel like I am at the end of my rope. I don't know if I can continue on like this.