i'm 40 year old. 186 cm or 6.1 feet. 84kg/185 lbs (down from 92kg/202lbs) younger girls get scared when they hear my age. older ones think im a little boy.https://imgur.com/ULfnGzXi rarely smile. stupid shit bores my so i cant fake the happy clown face. and i have lifelong anxiety (now under control, but i always seem kinda stiff)

i always think about myself as a 3 or 5. am i aiming to high?