Since discovering the red pill, I now realize all the things I’m doing wrong in life, and all the things I have done wrong in the past. I chickened out of a lot of things that would have been good for me. I passed up a lot of really good opportunities, especially with social opportunities and relationships (friends) or intimate relationships/hookups (girls). Honestly I was just a huge beta in general, and it transferred into other areas of my life too - and I’m still trying to kill the beta in me today. But I feel like I can’t move forward until I put my past to rest, and come to peace with the fact that I was a bitch. It’s so hard to get rid of limiting believes that have been ingrained in your mind forever. Any advice would be appreciated thanks. Also I’m in my early 20s if that helps