She was being nice to me but my autistic ass thought it was a beta bait so I responded like an annoying asshole and she left me on read lmao. I'm sure she took it as rejection or as if I don't like her anymore.

Am I going to look weak and beta as fuck if I apologize?

She's extremely shy and insecure (she even told me before she doesn't feel enough for me) so I'm sure she isn't going to text me unless I do.