Recently I've had a lot of time to myself to do the things that make me happy, pursue my hobbies and to be honest iv'e never been this content with myself before.

Looking back it's been the women in my life who caused or contributed to my stress, anxiety, depression and financial ruin, from my mother, aunt and ex girlfriends, and I suppose it was partly my fault trying to bend over backwards for these people, cater to their every need, pander to them while getting next to zero support back from them, it was all a one way street.

Now I don't hate women but going forward i'll be doing things differently and putting myself first for once.