I just created this account.

I’ve been a silent member of mgtow for a while, but lately something changed.

So here’s what happend: we met at work, and somehow we ended up going out. We weren’t really hitting on each other or anything, but it just felt natural.

When we got to the location, it suddenly turned into this “romantic” date: hugs, holding hands, giggles... but soon later we both realized what was wrong, and had to address it.

So we start by saying how different we are, but how much in common we have as well. But mainly the religious difference (she comes from a really strict environment) and just general ideology differences. We agreed that night that we’d go back to friendly colleagues. (But we also ended up kissing, not sure that helped)

But comes Monday and i’m actually wondering to myself, should we try this out or just move on the sooner the better? Our differences are definitely not simple ones, plus i believe in the “don’t shit where you eat” rule (especially when a friend of mine helped me get the job), and I think it contradicts me going my own way.

Now I’ve been single for 2 years and a half, and happy actually, but when we went out, the feeling, the caring, the fucking attention, I loved all of it and it got me hooked.

Why am I posting on mgtow? Because I feel confused. I didn’t want this, but the feeling the brief date gave me was amazing, and I just want more. But i’m scared, i’m scared she will use me later against my friend (since he’s our boss there - the one who got me in), i’m scared this is just the honeymoon phase and i’m being delusional.

What should I do? Any advice would be great, thank you.