I genuinely believed she loved me. I was actually fairly MGTOW before she came along because I'd already seen how incapable of good women are, yet she completely flipped my world upside down and brainwashed me. I thought I'd just had a run of bad luck getting involved with the bottom feeders of the female gender and had finally found a unicorn. I was opening up to making plans with her. Really fucking making her a part of my plans. But then I find on her phone by complete accident, her discussing prices with clients. And even calling me some terrible things to them when it comes up that she's in a relationship. I don't know, brothers. I just had to tell someone who won't respond with "Oh keep trying, there are plenty of other girls out there." I'm only in my early twenties and think I'm 100% done with the idea of female companionship, because they really can't offer even that without stabbing you in the back.

Thanks for listening. Just needed to get that out.