I've been reading red pill for a while now and I've been trying to go halfsies. I figured surely there are some women out there who have something resembling morals and good character, traits that help progress a society. I tried going fully red pill a while back and it worked so well it made my head spin how low a woman will go if she thinks you're her alpha. It made me feel bad though afterwards because I want to treat people the way I want to be treated myself, that's how the world becomes a better place rather than reverting to the dark ages like it's heading towards at this rate. trying to go halfway though made it all the more clear how women are just animals, with no sense of self. If I go full red pill and stay that way, I'm going to do a lot of damage to whatever women come into my life, just because I can and because they'll let me, that's the kind of person I am and that's why I always have a lot of rules of conduct for myself that would otherwise be considered limiting beliefs or blue pill frame. I feel like the world and women in general don't deserve to be treated with respect and decency, not unless there's something to be gained from it, golden rule after all:give no fucks about what doesn't give a fuck about you. I don't want to manipulate everything and everyone in my life, I just want to live in peace and have good times with good people, but I don't see that as something that's possible. Mgtow is nice but it's like I want a good woman in my life, pretty sure most of us do, and I don't want to have to game and frame her for my whole life, why the fuck would I share my life and value with someone who makes it harder and not easier.

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