What’s up r/MGTOW. I’m using my porn throwaway for this. I normally browse this sub on another account but my main account is known by my friends in real life so yada yada yada.

I’ve never really been with a lot of women due to having a strict religious upbringing. Never really got to fuck growing up and neither as an adult, and if I did it was with ugly chicks because you guys know how it is. Women consider me good-looking but I ain’t no Chad.

But anyways, I did research on how to find an escort and I ended up setting an appointment with one for $150/half hour. Her pictures showed she was real pretty but of course I expected to see a different product. She seemed hot, and I booked her because she has a great ass. Anyways, I went to the hotel she was staying at, and once I made it to her room she opened the door and she was only in her underwear, no make-up and was missing a tooth. Sounds bad but it wasn’t too bad and I was expecting worse. Her ass was phenomenal, and her skin was so smooth. She was still getting ready for me, and did a quick clean up of the room which was a bit messy.

Alright let’s get to the point of this whole post. The sex was pretty mediocre, mechanical. I was so disappointed when I got my dick in. I might as well have stayed home, opened my window and fucked the air. She did not grunt or show emotion or pleasure while we were fucking, no eye contact either. I came, and I tried to get another pop in before my time was up but that was a no for her. After I popped, she immediately distanced herself from me and covered herself up, and we began a casual conversation. I later realized she did this to pass time which is cool, but she wasn’t really listening or didn’t care what I had to say. She was “nice” I guess. I even brought her a water and coffee so it could be more relaxed between us.

The reason I bring this up is because before I booked her, I read her reviews and lots of clients had nothing but good things to say about her. 2 days later, she was up in another richer city and another guy wrote a review about her. This is where the blue-pilled beta fucking cuck in me started to cry inside . His experience with her sounded way different than mine. He described her as wild, passionate( eye contact), and her moans were very sexy. This bitch didn’t even let out a single grunt with me what the fuck?!

So I can imagine this is what happened. I’m good-looking but I ain’t no Chad and that’s why I received the service I paid for. The other guy in the richer city, had his own place, so of course she was more impressed and had wild sex with Chad. Now I’m really skeptical about doing this again. Frankly, I don’t even want to. No amount of money I pay these hoes will ever make them give me 100% of their effort. You guys were right; I just wasted my time, money and effort. I enjoy jerking off to porn instead to be honest. It feels a lot better. Lesson? Even if you pay women for sex, and if you’re not a Chad, you’re gonna receive shitty sex, I think I dunno. Go your own fucking way.