Idk about you guys but after so many years of growing up in the societal narrative of "every man gets married and settles down and has kids" it can be a little difficult to change mindsets. I used to basically think "gonna go to school, get a good job, find a wife, have kids"...

After being burned hard I changed. But this spawned different questions like "wtf is going on with society?", "what now? what is the meaning of life? what should I do?" I'm still young and averagely attractive and have 3 close guy friends and nice parents. I have an okay job but would like to become more educated and hit the gym more. Am also debt-free, so I got that going for me I guess. I live in a boring small town.

So I'm still gonna try to make some money, have a lot of fun, appreciate my friends/family. But eventually everyone else will pass away or get married. I am the last one of my surname. It ends with me and that doesnt really matter to me that much, it just makes me think.

A quote comes to mind - "life sucks and then you die" lol. Anyway, what do you guys think? What do you do with your time?