Is being an introvert real ? I missed so many opportunities to go out just because I don't feel comfortable being outside. I just hate everyone looking at me. But I always try my best to overcome it, because in the end I have to.

I was planning to study some programming and networking, but then I realized that I don't want to spend a lot of my time in a classroom full with people, instead of overthinking stuff like what to wear and how do I look and what do I say and what's gonna happen, I could just stay comfortable at home and watch youtube videos about it.

I was planning to join a gym and do martial arts, but I did too many classes before and I always quit because I didn't like being around people. The thing is, before the pandemic, I used to be a regular in the gym, but I was doing weights in an empty gym and wasn't forced to interact with people, I just do my workout, go with my own pace, and go home. And I liked that. But the second something relates to having to interact with strangers, I stop liking it.