I was in the military for 11 years, and spent far too much time analyzing society, the pressure factors, and what would cause a nation/society/populace to crumble.

Like many of you, I've seen more youtubers/celebrities come out and voice support for the ridiculous movements of BLM and antifa, and based off my experience, I can safely conclude that not only are most incapable of critical thought, but big picture/strategic analysis.

Im not sure why I write this post; I have a deep love for MGTOW (this sub literally saved my life), and I guess I find myself not only wishing the safety of my fellow brothers, but I find myself conflicted; stuck between 'fuck it, let society burn itself down, and 'maybe I can still help to prevent it from bottoming out.

I'm angry; angry at these idiot 'protesters' who can't think for themselves, angry at the media whose destroyed a country I fought to protect, angry at 'influencers' who influence idiot masses who they themselves cannot think, and mad at a weak willed society who won't (or are incapable of) thinking for themselves.

I'm not sure why I write this post; its my first post, but long-time ccommentor. I'm not sure why I write this, but I think its to seek some emotional balance/guidance from others who think like I do. Am I worried about something I can't control? Am I getting angry over something thays already beyond my influence? Or can I still help this situation?

Am I the only one who feels this way? Or do these 'movements ' such as BLM, Antifa, women, etc. seek only to destroy what use to be good. Should I even care? I tend to think that destruction is necessary for creation

Thanks for listening to the ramblings of a semi-drunk (almost) 30 year old. It truly means a lot; even if no one ever reads this, this helps to get this off my chest, and even provides some (limited clarity)!