I have always been very shy about first dates even though I’m not a shy person at all in my normal life. For some reason I would obsess over them liking me and forget to realise that it was them who had to impress me. I was usually so nervous before a first date I would do a shot or two. But these last few months since I joined FDS I have seen that women put themselves out there all the time and it’s fine and they don’t get hurt. I have been on three first dates in the last couple months which is A LOT for me. The first couple ones I was super nervous but then I found you and I just went for it. A cute outfit, pick a nice bar, go! It’s just a conversation with a man, not an audience with the Queen.

The first guy there was a lot of spark and passion but he was a LVM, the second guy was definitely a HVM but there was absolutely no spark and no sexual attraction, and I think maybe this third guy could be a good fit because he acts HV but there is also insane chemistry. Obviously it’s just a first date so we will have to see, but the way he looked at me was <3 the same way I look at a jar of Nutella.