I hated college. I always did.

I graduated with a 2.3 in a liberal arts degree because I hated college so damn much. I decided to do the bare minimum in order to graduate and get the hell out of there.

I recently enrolled in an art course at the local community college to start a degree in graphic design. Right from the jump, I fell behind on the coursework so I just decided to drop out of my only college course for the summer.

I honestly feel like a loser. For the past 3 years, I've been getting my ego and confidence crushed by bad performances in college and I just took another L by dropping out of an art course.

I'm not sure what to do anymore. I feel that I'm lost and have no direction. I thought going to college would help me figure things out, but it ultimately made me even more confused and lost.

I'm sorry if this is long, but I really need a place to vent.