I still believe that the nuclear family has the highest efficacy in raising children. Why bother raising children? I still believe that type of life path will translate to the level of fulfillment that is happiest for my brief time on the planet.

So I found the woman I believe gives me the best odds of making this traditional style plan successful. The problem is I get eye fucked walking down the street every single day, as I'm sure many of you do. Every few months I go through a streak where all I want to do is game women. The thrill of it, the mental game, the stimulation. It's so incredibly intoxicating. But I can't go down that road. I actually have been a cheater before and the regret afterwards still sometimes takes me to dark places.

So how do stick to the plan of remaining loyal to your family unit? But more so than staying loyal (because that's pretty easy), how do you not feel anxiety over all the game you could be laying down?

I mean, meditating can only take me so far.