Long time no post. In summary I'm a semi-retired Japanese man in his mid 40s, I make money through consultancy, teaching and business. I live with my daughter currently studying law and I watch her play the Samurai game on the Playstation and also my younger sister who does not pay rent or anything. I recently got a 19 year old step mom, because my father married a Filipina girl who looks 100% Chinese.

I was Covid infected, but now ok, however I don't think I can workout anymore. I really have a hard time breathing when doing some heavy lifting. I recently manage to taste food, no smell yet. Aside from that life has been ok so far. Hopefully next year I can start working out again, I lost around 12 kilograms of body weight.

Recently a foreign girl keeps sending me emails requesting to meet. I accepted only if we do it at my home, which she agreed. She made a bold claim that I was her father. Then she showed me pictures of her mom. I gave her the benefit of the doubt, because I did have a sexual relationship with her mom. I met her mom at the Russian Embassy in my country. Her mom passed away last year of throat cancer, because she had a long history pf bulimnia, which I was not aware of. She said her goodbyes and was happy that she met me.

A week later she emailed me again and requested that we do two paternity tests, because she really wanted to know the truth. For some the reason test came in only after 2 weeks, which was pretty late. Turns out I am the father. I accepted her and now stays with me. She is 14 years old in middle school. She looks 70% Russian and 30% Japanese. She's a mixed girl. She also showed things she does, apprently she's somewhat of a B celebrity. She does print work, commercials and has like 200 thousand followers in the internet. My elder daughter likes that she has a new sister, but my younger sister is being a total bitch about it. I put my foot down and told her that she has no right to act that way towards family. I also told her if she doesn't like it she can leave any time.

Anyway times are tough right now, but we can always see the brighter light in things. The past cannot be just brushed away it bites back. You have to take the consequences and take responsibility for it. The now is tough, but we always have a future.