I’ve been following TRP and reading material over and over religiously 3 months ago. I started lifting, going from 3x a week to 4x+ a week, found a good internship for my study, decided to skip a vacation with friends to have some savings, trying my best to work on goals, and lastly ive been much better with talking to girls, got myself a buzz cut that only got me compliments (friends actually made fun of it since corona etc. But later they all told me I look pretty good with) and I barely have any anxiety anymore, oh and my beard has been starting to grow fuller since I’ve been lifting. All in all pretty good progress for being 3 months in, but there’s one thing. I don’t know what’s stopping me deep inside, or maybe it’s just that because of all those years I’ve wasted being an emotional tampon and bluepill guy, I never tend to kino and isolate. I know I need the IDGAF mentality and stop being a pussy, but somethings just off and I don’t know how to fix it, yet. I also know I shouldn’t be too hard on myself, since I’m basically just new to all this material and should read it over and over, but I don’t want to use that as an excuse to not progress further. Has anyone experienced this and could enlighten me which steps I could take? The sidebar material lists it as babysteps but I cant even get myself to do that, yet. At this point I know for certain I can get laid, but I’m still a bitch to not escalate.