This isn't comfortable to talk about and I hope this is the right place for this. I found out about pick up artists like RSD towards the end of high school. I was always "friendzoned" and always peer pressured by Male friends that I needed to have sex. I had a lot of attractive female friends too so I felt confident either way. As a young naive guy I listened to these PUAs and it all made sense. I had to have "game". It worked. But after all the hours of listening to their theories and eventually stopping, I started to feel weird. I feel like not me at all. I feel like my brain is melted. I feel like I cant socialize and now have no friends. I mean I have a girlfriend and I feel like I dont even deserve her. I....want the old me back...