Went out to a bar in Los Angeles that was fully packed for the first time in over a year.

All it reminded me was there’s way more guys than girls, every decent girl is getting hit on by multiple guys, girls are cutting lines and guys are letting them get away with it.

Saw my ex there who’s pretty attractive getting hit on by 3-4 different groups of guys every moment I was in the same room. Eventually I went up to say hi to get with my buddy and guys (2 of them hitting on her at the time were better looking and taller than me) were trying so hard and kissing my me and my buddies ass to find out how to get with her when they found out I was her ex. Honestly seeing it wrecked me a bit this morning as well as drinking 4 doubles. I purposely tanked our relationship at the end cuz I was sick of her but too much of a pussy to dump her cuz of the friend group. Honestly looking at it I probably can’t even land a girl as attractive as her at a bar, cold approach or dating app.

Honestly how is it even worth it? I met her through a social circle and we’re comparable looks wise but if I met her at the bar I would’ve just been the average guy hitting on her.

Got 4 numbers last night, 2 no response, 1 ghost and 1 half ass attempt at a date. Went on 3 hinge dates this week and none will lead to a second date despite banging one of them and making out with the others.

Why even put effort in? Granted la and SoCal where I grew up has insane completion. I’d rather just not bother but it’s pretty hard to go without talking to girls.