From my earliest childhood i was a boy of everything. Coder, State level debater, highest grades, county chess champion, poet, writer and acted in plays.

I was working as hard as i can so that i can slay a dragon and protect the gorgeous princess just like what my parents and society have told me. You can guess what happened after that.

Last month i applied for a Job. I was telling myself " who deserves that position more than me! "

Guess what, i wasn't even shortlisted from prelim.

I didn't feel sad or angry, i instead started to reflect upon myself.

Boy, blue pill not only gives fake picture of the universe but also gives fake picture of Yourself with huge ego. It fills self with incorrect assumption that success is outcome of talent. In reality talent without action is useless.

I want to be back where i once was. I want to be the Renaissance Man that i Once was. I want to kill this Success-Entitlement .

Help, if any of you can understand me.

Im not drinking! yay me! \0/