I have decided to go monk for at least a certain period of time. due to an injury ruining my life project (becoming a professional boxer while i was about to breach into the semi pro scene) i have spent a big chunk of my 20's depressed and on video games. I had a girlfriend, we split up some months ago. she's a decent woman, but i prefer to be alone.

and when i say alone, it's all by myself. i like sporadic contact with other males, but i can not stomach women anymore. everything that comes out of their mouth is tough to hear. my mother has been great to me, yet i can not have any meaningful conversation with her because how frustrating women psyche is. i love her to death, but i prefer to talk about casual things.

i'm not even interested in sex anymore. because sex means talking first. or you pay a hooker, but then u support women laziness and abuse of their actual privileges.

and because too many men like and look for the company of women, spending too much time with a male friends will end up facing a woman that will be boring and totally mood killing.

for the ones who are like me and consult such online communities, what do you spend most of your time on? i read a bit, i'm about to get a new job but sadly due to the injury that i have i can not do much physically. and i'd like the reduce the amount of time i spend on videogames.

i was thinking maybe to start to learn a new language. maybe chinese, could be a great intellectual gymnastics.

was also thinking with the money from my near future work to start to save and then go abroad in a less contamined place (i live in france, its hell) to start a business and become my own boss and be totally free.

so, any other monks around? what do you do?