I love art and drawing but I'm not good at it and love to keep it as a hobby, the path im choosing is to go to the Air Force as an avionics technician, get my A&P license which will just further my job and be a good hire. I'm sure once I get there I will be miserable and not enjoy it but I will be making money and have benefits to go to college and learn even more. Theres no way I could choose the art route as if I get a commission I lose all motivation and dont want to draw anymore, need some advice what should I do?