I feel like nothing else brings me joy like rapping. Problem is... I'm a loser. I can easily cap-rap like I got it but I don't want to build a career on lies (though I wouldn't be the first). So now I write more honest raps, and I know I can be successful because most of y'all either blue-pill or was blue-pill, and thus can relate. So at least I know I can generate a certain audience. But catering to that audience while trying to break away from these habits is... awkward. I don't want to be the "blue-pill rapper"... TO ANYONE. I just want to rap what I know comfortably and move on from that. But I feel like if I put out my more honest music, 1) nobody gonna wanna hear it cuz I'm 24 and still making "loser music", and 2) I made a lane too difficult to migrate from. I ALSO want women fans and I feel like this wouldn't appeal to them the way I would like it to. Should I just go forward anyways? Just to see where it will take me? Or should I just quit... cuz time's almost up for this dream. I got 10 more years max for this to realistically happen.