Hi there, I'm 18 and from the UK.

As the same of most of you I have encountered my fair share of struggles, although on this platform perhaps slightly different. I am an incel by definition ( as in I am involuntary celibate) but only sharing a few of their beliefs. I was on the red pill tick for a minute, but once absorbing the truths of the blackpill the truths of the red pill seemed to no longer apply to me, no matter how much weights I lifts, miles I run or supplements I take I will not find any sexual validation.

For a long time, because of what was previously stated I fought off a satanic depression for months, almost losing my life to it multiple times and impacting me even financially. After fighting my way out of this, this is what I began to realise:

Mgtow, and the likes of the redpill becomes drastically easier once you've already had sexual validation, and not had woman turn their nose and be repulsed at the fact your spirit merely inhabits the same realm as theirs.

Redpill will only work if you are a 5.75 and above, and not genetically cursed in anyway.

Mgtow got it right with removing yourself from the situation, but doesnt really account for those of us that being alone was never a choice for.

Blackpill, all though comes across as very nihilistic does hold many truths, but once it has a grip of you it may be very hard to escape the depression that will soon follow. It does not allow nor show anyway to escape or improve, and leaves us whining until folks like me eventually take their own lives.

It is my goal to help create a space where people in positions similar to mine (relationships were never an option, but realise everything one entails is toxic regardless of the lonliness that drives us towards it), a place where incels can better themselves and not be told "just be confident bro!" Or "it's not worth it anyway" and last but not least "its hopeless anyway just give up", a place where we can accept the truth and find a way to accept things as they are and find a way to work past them and find some enjoyment out of life.

I will be creating a documentary series in the near future, detailing my journey out of inceldom and into what I call Avalon. Ofcourse I'm no where near finished, hell... I've only took the first few steps but if I can show someone how far I've come already compared to where I was at, I think it may be of benefit to someone. I will also be creating a community in which people who are interested may follow, discuss and create a way forward into our new way of life.

Recently I've been eating clean, lifting weights, frequenting my mma gym and helping a friend with his work, all completely out of my comfort zones. The point is, once I've made the doc and you see how low I was, you will realise it's possible for pretty much anyone to achieve the same. Make sure to give me a follow or dm to stay tuned.

Aren't you tired of this new strange world, insisting it knows the truth to happiness and shoving it down your throats? Marketing your own value back to you? Telling and constantly reminding you that a relationship, and only a relationship will make you happy? Even though you know it isn't a possibility for you, aren't you sick and tired of being this way? Feeling this way? You know deep down you dont deserve this, so don't take it. Go on a path of betterment.

Doesn't it bother you that women who were at one point on the same level as you, who would have at one point made great girlfriends, wives and mothers, who were at one point a respectful daughter be exposed to a toxic society which made her have incredibly unrealistic standards, whore herself out and then struggle to find anyone to love her, all because the society that was supposed to nurture her into a full person, misled her and left her for worse.

We can't hope to change other people, but we can change ourselves. To stop hate, and the outward spew of anger that we all feel.

Join me, and help us build something new.

I understand if you dont get where I'm coming from, or if you think the idea is ridiculous or stupid. Your advice and suggestions are welcome. I'm certainly not perfect, feel free to take a browse through my post history and see my weaknesses, fears, insecurities and the very few victories blended inbetween. Just last week I posted on the red pill, helping me come to this realisation that although some of us are incels and destined to be alienated from the norm, it doesn't have to mean miserable.

Sorry for the long thread, I hope that if you dont join me you at least got something from hearing another's point of veiw, thank you for making it this far : )