I have some saved money. I didn't "work" for it. My hobby paid off. I put into more effort than everyone I know tough.

I never worked.

I'm very content.

I can buy most things I'd want. I can rent a bentley or a high class hooker but I rather not spend 1% of my savings to them so I usually don't spend much, I live frugally.

But I want to like money. So I can "work" to make more money. Money was always a number and game for me. In my hobby, I wanted to increase my stats but I never spent my money on things I really like. I don't "really like" anything. Except women. I'm a virgin.

Should I pay $500 on a hooker?

I want to like money. I want to "experience the result of having money" so I can have a reason to work.

But I never experienced result of NOT having money either. Maybe that's the problem.

I can spend $1000-$2000 for professional shootings, pictures with H10s and expensive hobbies. And I can use those pictures to find matches in online dating without spending shit load of time like you do (for some reason most of TRP ignore the time they put into finding pussy and they brag about not paying for them, but they pay with their time). I think that would be the wiser choice. What do you say?

What should I do with my money so that I can want to make more money?

In the last 10 years, I didn't experience much joy besides the achievements in the "hobby" I did. I basically am a vegetable.