Doing cold approaches makes me feel alive and I like that. I love it actually. But I can't always do that. Right now I feel kindof shitty. I don't have energy to come up to a stranger out of nowhere whether that is a girl or a guy.

Internet is boring, movies are boring, huge pizza takes like 20 minutes for me to finish, walking outside is boring, everything is fucking boring man. I'm sick of this shit. When I work out, it feels good. Yes. But it lasts a few hours. Then I'm back to boredoom again. There is nothing fun I can do. There is no one to have fun with. Going to meetups? To what? 50 years old singles? Fucking Indian meetups? Fuck them and their meetups. To dance? Yeah sounds interesting and exciting but soonest one is next fucking month and I bet my ass there are old asian ladies who talk like they are swearing at you. Get a guitar? So I can live in my bubble in isolation? Get a guitar and go to meetups? There is no fucking meetup about guitars here. Their most recent one was last year. I don't know what the fuck people do here. I see people only when they are walking to/from their car to another place like home or food joint. I see more homeless than non-homeless outside. Everywhere smells like shit. Public transportation literally smells shit. I don't listen music to keep myself alert. I don't know what the fuck am I gonna do here.

All the people I would be interested in already has their own lives. The rest? They are fucking weird. I invite some people to hangout. They refuse saying some dumb shit. They don't even want to meet. They just want human interaction online and when it comes to meetup, they say it is cold outside projecting some insecurity or some other shit. What the fuck do I do? I'm sick of this. The only thing I can do is to create my own meetup groups. Lead people. Spend time with them. Invite them to eating out and go from there. This is boring man.

How do you deal with boredom?