To start my brother has always been very different from me and my other brother who's younger than him. He is very sensible to everything we say, i like teasing him sometimes for fun but not in a mean way just to see his reaction. He doesn't speak very much, stopped going to school and plays video games all day and night.

My brother has never had feminine features apart from being very self concious and low self esteem, he even wanted to get muscular and started doing sports with me until he quit for seeing no results.

Recently i visited his instagram profile and saw LGBT written in his bio, instantly i thought ok he is gay and likes men even though i remember him having a girlfriend about two years ago. I then spoke about it to my mom and this situation is making her cry and she doesn't know how to handle this. She then explained to me that she hired a psychologist for him to open up and speak about his feelings.

My mom then told me this has been going on for about four months and that my brother wants to become a girl, he wants to get boobs and get his penis removed. Being a dude from a family where men are very masculine i really can't understand his point of view.

Right now i'm trying my best to make him feel good but this situation is making me feel so pissed off by this whole gay propaganda you see on youtube, tv and ads. I really didn't give a fuck about it before but now i feel like the shit he saw brainwashed him.

I would just like to keep my brother and him to have the life of a real man who is confident, i want the best for him but this situation is just unreal to me.