Hey guys so I went a full 2 years without any attachment to women, learned a lot and my mental health improved a lot. During quarantine I decided to maybe try dating with a red pill approach. Truth be told I couldn’t do it. Went out with some girls but ended up falling for one like a madman. Even though I tell myself to let her go I can’t.

I can’t even fucking remember how I turned mgtow before after my first heartbreak.

I’m try to stay focused on my purpose but I can’t get this bitch out of my head. I’m 21 and still working on myself but mentally there’s this thought that won’t let me focus 100%.

I could use some insight and some advice from you fellas. Honestly I don’t know why I thought I should give women a try because they’ve always fucked me up. I’m in the best shape of my life, working on improving my life but I’ve come to the decision that I must erase all women.

My brain is pretty much fucked now and I can’t even remember how I got into mgtow, I really want to be at peace with myself again.