I wish I could stand in front of my STBXW and scream at her “I just needed someone to talk to You were just too busy with yourself You were never there for me to Express how I felt, I just stuffed it down!!!!” But I can’t and I hate there’s no way to express how I feel and how she made me feel. I know it gets better cause I’ve been through a serious breakup but it doesn’t soften the hurt of right now.