I know that there are a lot of productive reasons to spread TRP knowledge. I realize the immense and positive results that this knowledge has on any man that is exposed to, and uses it. But to be honest, there is this small selfish part of me that is content with this kind of knowledge to stay sort of underground. You can say that TRP knowledge is power and I feel like I have earned the right to know this "power" by putting work in. I used to be blue-pill but a lot of the red-pill that I know now I learned it the hard way. I'm still fairly young, mid twenty's btw. I feel like the newer generation of guys are jut being handed this kind of knowledge for free. I'm not gonna lie and deny that reading the manosphere has helped me in solidifying my TRP beliefs because it has been helpful, but the basics of TRP I feel like I pretty much derived on my own. I realize I'm being selfish. Maybe the bigger picture is not clear enough for me. Or you could say I'm just being a selfish asshole. What do you all think? How can I have I have a different perspective?...I'm being serious and honest so some constructive criticism would be appreciated.