update: Thanks guys for the good ideas and encouragement. We ended up in the bedroom pretty quickly which improved my mood. I spent a minute or two discussing things the following morning without bitching or whining. Then work cut my shift. I was happy to get some time off.


I am in the mood to bitch and vent tonight. Im about to go on a low key date with the newest plate/FWB. TRP has taught me its not a good idea to share this stuff with women EVER. I did find a post saying friends/family/therapist. reddit.com/r/asktrp/comments/2ofsnh/if_a_woman_is_just_a_hole_for_your_dick_where_do/

Family is not an option for me. Friends dont want to hear this shit. I have a mentor I see twice a month, but wish I could meet weekly.

I am 80-90% of the way to a great career. Lately things stalled because I am working a split shift at two shitty jobs. Shitty job #1 just got even worse because I took two days off to handle medical stuff. They scheduled me early mornings with a pay cut all next week. My surgery is soon, not next week and they know that. Apparently this is just a big fuck you to me because I took time off and they can not fire me. I am working 6 days a week, 3 doubles, and am a single dad the rest of the time. This has been going on for over a month and I have already had enough of this BS.