I have nothing to live for, day after day is nothing but a repetition where the new one is worse than yesterday.

I spend all my free time during the weekend on my bed. Tried to keep my mind busy during the week working , studying and going to the gym.

No testosterone/estrogen problems , hormones are in check.

I've read trp sidebar already, the rational male and trying to start no mr nice guy but barely can as I'd rather just sleep on my free time.

I used to enjoy the gym, barely do it anymore I don't see any results hence sticking to the diet is hard and ultimately thinking to quit ultimately.

I can barely accept myself phisically, never pics or social media mainly because I'm bald.

Idk what to do anymore, this acc is around 2 yo and going through my posts I just see it's been the same shot always.

I'm reaching the point where I don't want to try to improve anymoRe(never seen any benefit from te effort) I simply want to stop living.