Long story short I'm at this European project with my LTR of 2 years (broke up two times before cause I cheated), and we got back again together for about two weeks. We used to fight a lot because of my insecurities in the past and I didn't want her to make friends cause I was jealous.

I have recently found TRP and got rid of my jealousy and insecurity (80%) and all has been well until today.

She made a group of new friends there (I did too of course) among which a guy that acts really gay-ish.

Anyhow at this project we're split into groups and we spend time with our committees. And we had dinner in a restaurant tonight (mine and her committee in the same restaurant) and we were fifteen people at the table and thirteen at that table. My food didn't arrive for two hours and I was starving, so I got mad because we had to leave.

As I turn around I see her wearing that guy's leather jacket. I go up to her and say "what's that you're wearing? " to which she replies with "It's X's Jacket, I'm cold" (bear in mind she said that completely innocently, not to get me mad or whatever). But I was very angry due to the food not arriving and her wearing that jacket so I said "nice jacket you're wearing" very passive aggressively.

Faaaaast forward we fought and she said that she is done fighting with me, will do whatever I say, whenever I say, just for me not to start a fight wirh her.

Conversation example;

Me: I don't want us to fight Her: I don't want that either Me: Babe why are you acting like that? Her: Because we won't fight Me: How can we be good together? Her: However you decide.

All that in a very resigned and upset tone. She believes that if she hangs out with her friends I'll get all Beta like I was in the past.

What the hell should I do guys? I'm desperate and at a dead end.