so, i've been wanting to improve as best as I can, i've been a video game addict incel beta all my life, im 20 and a virgin. I had plenty of shots to improve and get laid, my beta side won hard and I fucked them all up.
my TRP journey began 1 year ago, since then i've went from overweight to skinny fat, and now trying to get the 10% bf and pack on muscle. I've improved my style, my haircut, read the sex god, reading day bang rosh v, what everybody is saying and models.
now I feel like I have the knowledge, but not the experience. All of this time all I did was read read read but 0 practice. Thats where im failing. I just got into college so it shouldnt be hard to have plenty of shots at this but I just cant do it. Im affraid. The problem here is that during the day its like my beta side is 'on' and everytime I even think about approaching someone I just dont do it and regret it 5 minutes after. During the night when im about to fall asleep is when I start getting pumped up and thinking "tomorow is the day" but it just keeps on repeating itself over and over.
My friends say they have to work for girls but I had girls give themselves to me and I still managed to fuck up. Simply because I lack the experience. TRP says go and try, expect to fail and fail hard until you succeed. The problem here is that my hamster goes wild and I just start thinking "well, maybe TRP is fake and its all about how your face looks." or "well, if you didnt get pussy at 20 years old and everyone you know did, then its something wrong with you just kill your self or something" and after this kind of thinking I just go down and down and my confidence aswell and thats where im struggling.
anyone can give me a hand on this?
