My face is extremely ugly hideously deformed tier, I would rate it as a 0/10, though I have generally been rated a 3/10 online out of pity. My face is so bad, I got fired from a job due to lookism, I was treated so poorly women in my age group didn't want to talk to me even about work and I got reprimanded and fired for asking why. I was ostracized and at the very best barely tolerated and then cast aside as soon as people realized I was low status due to my looks and they ended up orbiting an attractive guy.

I have had interviewers look at my face with disgust and gotten no replies back because of how bad I look, even though I did well talking in interviews. Online after showing my face I was bullied by so called narcissistic "friends" who tried to use me as a punching bag while pretending to help me. I ended up having some kind of abusive a relationship with a psychopath female who did send me nudes and masturbate over voice call but ended up even more disgusted after seeing my face on video, this was before cosmetic surgery and I looked a little better.

I have had no friends irl since the time my face turned ugly, only one acquaintance in college, who I eventually lost contact with. Most people hated interacting with me or reluctantly tolerated me but didn't want to interact and ended up ostracizing me.

I get looks of disgust, contempt or random people staring at me after seeing me. Customer service people treat me like shit while being nice or normal to other people, who are right near me. It's like they all hate me and want me dead.

Now before the age of 16, I was close to a 6/10 and at least average looking, there were a few times I was clearly above average looking because all of a sudden even my bullies started complementing my appearance and were nice to me and girls were staring at me all the time, all I did was style my hair to look good and cover my forehead shape and wear nice clothing. The results were completely different, despite the fact that I was autistic and very weird and had almost zero social skills, people treated me with respect after seeing me and gave me a chance to if they didn't hear from the grapevine that I was a weirdo and unpopular outcast. When I did something well I was recognized or genuinely complemented for it, whereas now I am ignored or very rarely begrudgingly complemented.

I had 3 girls I didn't know at all approach me and call me cute at different times, one even said she wanted to kiss me. Some other girls tried getting my attention and going out of their way to talk to me. In middle school, one girl asked me out. Girls were actually nicer to me than guys and willing to talk to me, now women hate me and want me dead for being so ugly and disgusting and freaking them out. Many girls checked me out or smiled at me, now unless they are frowning or giving me disgusted looks, they literally avoid looking at me.

This is extremely brutal and nobody talks about it, looks matter in everything, especially for those with male faces. All interactions are determined by the quality of your face, in my workplace itself I have seen huge differences between how 4 and 6/10 guys are treated, the former is barely tolerated and often alone, while the latter are the high status people in groups and girls literally chase them around and go out of their way to interact with them. It's all about face, body doesn't matter at all, and height matters very little. I am tired of seeing the same gaslighting from people again and again, lookism can't be fixed, but I would very much love it if people stopped lying and saying it's not that important or it doesn't matter, and just admitted they hate ugly people and love good looking people. At least then ugly people can recognize, it's not their personalities that are the problem, it's just their face and human nature causing a negative reaction towards it.