I was dating this girl, I found her online. I messaged her a lot, she only gave me one word response but the bluepilling programming I had told me "you can win over the girl". You are successful, reputable and dependable - no way this girl will not find you attractive. From all the success at business, I had this blinding confidence and energy to achieve my goals.

I was operating under a belief that attraction can be built if I am not rejected upfront. My worst possible assumption.

She was young and genuinely confused why would a guy care about her so much, so she decided to give me a chance but by sitting in an " Observation seat ". She didn't make a single effort for me and didn't even remember my birthday, I wondered if she does same for everyone, does she have some trauma or issues that she doesn't talk to me that much. Her every red flag, bluepilled programming told me, just let it go - be a gentleman give your 100%.

I messaged her everyday, not one time she initiated. But I began noticing she got annoyed at me many times even when I didn't do anything. Anything I did would always be taken in "worst possible interpretation" of my actions.

I'd take her out and she would appear pretty zoned out and sad.

I gave her expensive presents to make her believe I was dead serious about her.

Then one day she was holding a knife against her wrist and threatening to hurt herself if the guy leaves her.

And that guy wasn't me, he was Chad she met in a random party. And slept with her after the 3rd party where they met, she did this knife thing. He told her "I don't care, you are not that beautiful for me".

Remember, after that all she told me is " I am not pretty ". She would go and get tattoos and color her hair to augment her body, got piercing. Chad told her she was just a "plain white woman".

So whatever I did, couldn't defeat chads single words. And to my surprise she chased Chad but had only one world responses to offer me?

She told me Chad SAed her, forced her into blowjob. But if it's true, why you want him back? Why did you keep begging him to return? Things were not adding up.

She would go out to clubs and to find the " One ". Blue pilled programming sets up to be perfect target of someone who uses us as a spring board to pounce on a Chad.

Bluepilled programming will rob you of your life and leave you with lots of resentment.