Mediation is over now. It feels like you probably hate me now more than ever. I have no way of knowing that other than it didn’t go the way you expected. Divorce is hard. There are no winners. There really are no winners. I know I’ll never send this message. So why am I typing it? I guess to say goodbye. Things are just about finalized now. Officially over. There’s no going back after this. You have even more reasons to hate me. I forgive you. I hope you can do the same for me. Best of luck with everything, I really do hope life gets better for you. I guess I’m saying it for the last time now … I thought it wasn’t true anymore … I thought I’d never say it again. But now I’ll type it one last time. And never send it. I love you.