Listening to SXXXTER off bandcamp and drunk as fuck.

Tomorrow's the last day in my house (read post history etc, wife wants divorce, taking kids to Norway bla bla bla).

16th I drive them to Gatwick airport and that will be it. She's out of my life and my kids who I love so much are out of my life.

She has this fucking Disney land mentality that it will all be ok and it's acceptable for their dad to be abroad where he and she used to live, and no doubt she will sweet talk some other simp to take over the dad related shit essentially replacing me.

Shes ruined my life. If it wasn't for my dad meeting up with me at the airport I was planning to drive on wrong side of the road back and first semi truck I see I'm driving straight into it at over 100mph.

So thanks dad. Can't kill myself with you in the fucking car as well.. dickhead.