2 weeks to go.

I mostly felt good the past couple of weeks, I realised the amount of peace and quiet I have without her around(priceless). But yesterday was a first, I got up, stayed in bed for about 2 hours, sat at the computer desk in my room, back in bed for a 2 hour nap, sat on my couch and back in bed till the following morning.

I'm currently in a temporary accommodation, sharing an apartment with a student and another housemate who usually has her boyfriend around. I get along with the student but the couple is a bit of a pain, they make fun of me(knowing my current situation), I've caught them a few times whispering and laughing while I'm home and then suddenly stop the moment I appear. To try hiding the shame, the guy will make it worse by making some silly comment with great energy like we're good friends.