It doesn't feel fair to my child I don't want to deal with people anymore. I don't want to date I don't want friends I don't want people around I don't want my child near other adults. Their mother will make sure that they are around many many other people with no thought about who they are around. On one hand keeping my child away from the damage adults can do to each other feels like keeping them safe, on the other I don't want to set a example of giving up on humanity.