Recently signed divorce papers. I was reluctant for a long time. Its so stressful. Lost my job. Uhg... put my house on the market... yay... decided to except that I am going to have to make a fresh start so I decided to except all this bullshit and stay positive and look forward to a new beggining. So whats the problem? Some how that makes me a peice of shit because Im acting as if I dont care about the divorce. I do, trust. And Im not perfect by any means but atleast I tried, I made the changes she wanted. She didnt change. So I just said fuck it. But now its like I am being forced to change my mind. OMG. I DONT KNOW. My im 40. My girls.are adults now and making their own decisions. They are cool woth me bouncing out of this state. I just think she might have been bluffing about turning the papers into the court house and wasn't expecting me to sign. This is probably boring as hellnto everyone but maybe the mods will.let me post it either way I got to talk type it out. Take care everyome